Sunday, December 26, 2004

Boxing Day... love all my gifts....

The reason why you guys are seeing bigger fonts here is because of a certain person ( he/she appears in the Bible in one of the major events ) who, for reasons that escape my understanding, cannot see the normal fonts. So there you go. It's clearer now, eh?

So, I'm in a better mood today after a lacklustre one yesterday. Something I've learned recently: my potential of being a better person is being revealed to me day by day. It's cool, because I've seen aspects of myself that I thought would never be possible.

At the risk of being too spiritual, I shall stop at that. Let's just conclude that I feel changed. I can take on more stuff now.

Had a sort-of gift exchange with the bunch at work.... hahah, what fun we had. The scrambling of buying REALLY last-minute gifts, and the cursing and swearing by the asthetically/assymetrically challenged of wrapping up gifts in a presentable manner (me included )... it's been fun. Plus, the gifts are surprises in themselves so that was really nice.

Well, the night would have been better if it was rounded up with a couple of drinks... but even thought there wasn't any, it didn't make it any less fun :D
Merry merry Xmas~!!

Finally able to rest my stiff lower back and do some typing. It's more or less an update and some other stuff.

Christmas this year has been...well, I'm not too sure what. Something ( or someone ) is not there, and I know what it is. The fact is, it's never going to be the same and I don't know when I'm going to get adjusted to it. All the preparations are just ways for me to not face it when I'm by myself.

So, I'm officially done with school. Time to move on. It's kinda frightening how some people I know readily fit into the mould of getting jobs immediately after, be it uni or poly. Up to now, I still do not feel the urgency. My dad did ask when I'm going to be looking for a 'real' job, I just told him I'm looking. That's what I'm doing: just looking at the newspapers.

I still cannot see the image on my blog skin. It's got to be the bandwidth problem, which I have absolutely no idea what the heck that is. Anyway, people who have no such problems, enjoy it. People who've seen it said it was cool, which is pretty much what I'd want it to be, hehe..

Growth. How scary.